Saturday, 14 January 2012

Beginnings

Hello World,

It's a pleasure to be back on blogger. As we welcome a new year, we welcome a new 'me'. I am looking forward to starting anew when term starts. So.. Until then, I'm still me. Okay, that doesn't really make sense but, whatever.

Lots of things happened last night. A little sensitive but I think I should just forget about it. I shouldn't have opened my big mouth. I must stop letting little things like that affect me. I think I just got a whole bunch of haters from taking sides. Tsk tsk. My nosy mouth apologises. 

But speaking about that, is it okay to bottle up because you're scared of getting haters? I was speaking my mind but if what my mind says is contrary to what majority think, should I say it anyway? By right, I think I should. Perhaps instead of spouting nonsense on impulse, I guess I should just present my argument in a more subtle way to avoid it making a big spectacle out of one comment.

Reading the different arguments regarding the topic, I really should stop and listen before speaking. A major flaw. Sometimes, it's really not worth being involved. But on other occasions, you have to make a difference. So how do we determine what to do and when to do it? Hmm... I've yet to answer that question myself.

My next topic would be about attention. Everyone needs some attention. Honestly, I need quite a bit of attention to reach satisfactory level but when I get the attention I want, I become horribly shy. I need to learn to work around that and use the attention to my advantage. I really don't like it when people steal too much attention. I'm a fairly "I" person as in DISC. Figures? 

There you go. My blog posts will more or less be about answering my own questions rather than what I ate today. In other words, these are reflections. I waste a lot of paper penning all these thoughts down. Might as well start a new blog. That way, I can think faster. Alright then, that's all for me on my first post this new year. 

Have a happy Lunar New Year! 
Loves,
Ad. 

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